記得
你记得今天是什么日子吗?
从小一起成长的岁月有多纯真, 有多珍贵
认识有一年, 我们是 - 普通朋友
相处了蒋经6年, 我们成了 - 最真心的伴侣
从始至今, 8年了.
时间将经快要1年半了, 我们成了最熟悉的陌生人
沉默...
很痛.
sometimes i wish we could be really the longest couple amongst friends, ever existed.
i wish i could crack up crabs for you to eat,
i wish i could peel the many prawns you like,
i wish those walks in those late nights never end,
i wish i could still pillion you on my bike and enjoy the night breeze,
i wish you could be there like you always do,
i wish i could pick you up, like how i always did. but with something called my own now.
sometimes i wish nothing, no one changes.
if you talk about speed, i'm speeding for you; to be faster in any progression that you ever wished i was.
sometimes songs are like encrypted with memories which you can never delete
Tuesday, December 28, 2010
Saturday, December 25, 2010
last christmas.
i remember years ago, this was the song i gave.
i wonder today if you could recognise me?
sometimes, you wonder how long you will love somebody.
maybe, i stopped loving.
maybe, there are so much sentimental values and meaning towards this; that you keep reminscing it. because you know there's a history that you can never change; something which once felt so real, so true. someone you spent part of your life with, overcoming all the many differences/hurdles to become one.
last year i spent this time in Thailand; with sorrows filled in my heart, hoping i could find the way back home.
this year, it has been less sorrowful.
recently, the show 'breakout' though it has been quite fictitious. however, i guess it depicts the extremes of every individual character in reality.
maybe those who live in their own world, have a much simpler perceptions in life. perhaps, sometimes it does get quite complicated when you know memories haunt you day and night.
and maybe we do really have thoughts of ending our life one time or another; and we just carry on to see what life would bring us.
you don't reminsce anything don't you? it hadn't meant anything?
what have i done wrong? i wasn't any bastards who lied to you before.
once bitten and twice shy
i keep my distance but you still catch my eye
tell me baby do you recognise me?
well it's been a year, it doesn't surprise me
merry x'mas
i remember years ago, this was the song i gave.
i wonder today if you could recognise me?
sometimes, you wonder how long you will love somebody.
maybe, i stopped loving.
maybe, there are so much sentimental values and meaning towards this; that you keep reminscing it. because you know there's a history that you can never change; something which once felt so real, so true. someone you spent part of your life with, overcoming all the many differences/hurdles to become one.
last year i spent this time in Thailand; with sorrows filled in my heart, hoping i could find the way back home.
this year, it has been less sorrowful.
recently, the show 'breakout' though it has been quite fictitious. however, i guess it depicts the extremes of every individual character in reality.
maybe those who live in their own world, have a much simpler perceptions in life. perhaps, sometimes it does get quite complicated when you know memories haunt you day and night.
and maybe we do really have thoughts of ending our life one time or another; and we just carry on to see what life would bring us.
you don't reminsce anything don't you? it hadn't meant anything?
what have i done wrong? i wasn't any bastards who lied to you before.
once bitten and twice shy
i keep my distance but you still catch my eye
tell me baby do you recognise me?
well it's been a year, it doesn't surprise me
merry x'mas
Tuesday, December 21, 2010
6.10AM
I was holding onto you & you told me everything; to stop trying so hard, seeing me tired makes you ache, because you told me how much you do love me and you would walk with me despite anything.
Those familiar family members, told us to cherish each other.
my heart trembles with ache, breathing gets harder in reality.
on the verge of tears as I've seen myself.
the touch felt so real, so familiar.
my mobile rang, and I'm back.
I felt like shit, but I enjoyed the dream.
Ironic.
sometimes I wish I die in there and never wake up.
maybe one day, someday.
sometimes I feel like I've lost surrealness in reality.
sometimes I feel I've stopped making any sense.
sometimes I feel I've been suffering from split personality.
maybe, it has been so long.
it makes people crazy when it haunts you day & night.
someday, I would die remembering everything.
rest in peace, my love.
this song; for the perfect you, in that dream i had all about you.
maybe today, i would have proposed to you.
maybe all those perfect dreams we've built through time, will be realize.
if love could walk through time, this love would have been really beautiful.
I was holding onto you & you told me everything; to stop trying so hard, seeing me tired makes you ache, because you told me how much you do love me and you would walk with me despite anything.
Those familiar family members, told us to cherish each other.
my heart trembles with ache, breathing gets harder in reality.
on the verge of tears as I've seen myself.
the touch felt so real, so familiar.
my mobile rang, and I'm back.
I felt like shit, but I enjoyed the dream.
Ironic.
sometimes I wish I die in there and never wake up.
maybe one day, someday.
sometimes I feel like I've lost surrealness in reality.
sometimes I feel I've stopped making any sense.
sometimes I feel I've been suffering from split personality.
maybe, it has been so long.
it makes people crazy when it haunts you day & night.
someday, I would die remembering everything.
rest in peace, my love.
this song; for the perfect you, in that dream i had all about you.
maybe today, i would have proposed to you.
maybe all those perfect dreams we've built through time, will be realize.
if love could walk through time, this love would have been really beautiful.
Sunday, December 12, 2010
Sunday, December 05, 2010
Sunday, November 21, 2010
Love Language
came across K's blog,
"it's the beginning that is always the hardest."
saw this vid sharing over at our social network, but decided to share it here instead.
love can be simple isn't it?
they do not require fanciful dinning, ambience, no fanciful presents.
in their eyes, there's only the beauty of the other.
came across K's blog,
"it's the beginning that is always the hardest."
saw this vid sharing over at our social network, but decided to share it here instead.
love can be simple isn't it?
they do not require fanciful dinning, ambience, no fanciful presents.
in their eyes, there's only the beauty of the other.
Monday, November 15, 2010
5am
i woke up to my senses, feeling the reality of the world at this time.
my heart raced, carrying that ache deep inside.
it felt like it was dug out from within.
then i know, it was just a dream.
YOU.
these dreams are way beyond my control, frequency ranging from twice to thrice the past 1 year.
sometimes i wish it didn't happened, then those dreams won't keep haunting me.
sometimes when you wish you could control everything, you just couldn't.
i've never thought i'll believe and have so much faith in what love is till that day:-
i remember what you wore on that day.
i remember the silly things that happened, that we both laughed; to realize the wet grass had make our bottoms wet.
i remember how much you didn't wanna hold my hand.
i remember the first time, both of us; trying to flew a kite.
i remember all the pictures, with funny faces we took round the world.
i remember how much i missed you on your birthday; that i couldn't have spend a better time with you, but only to borrow mobile from my sergeant and to asked my whole platoon mates to sing you - a birthday song.
i remember how happy you were; to received 21 roses, with a card sweetly written.
i'll always remember the day; i told you how much i love you, how much i told you to remember the many moments, remember - my love.
true love supersedes everything.
there'll only be forgive and remember - someday.
they say; forgive and forget are self-denial to move on, without true happiness.
with this,
i ended this entry with tears trickled.
(let me be, entries recorded are shitty days.)
i woke up to my senses, feeling the reality of the world at this time.
my heart raced, carrying that ache deep inside.
it felt like it was dug out from within.
then i know, it was just a dream.
YOU.
these dreams are way beyond my control, frequency ranging from twice to thrice the past 1 year.
sometimes i wish it didn't happened, then those dreams won't keep haunting me.
sometimes when you wish you could control everything, you just couldn't.
i've never thought i'll believe and have so much faith in what love is till that day:-
i remember what you wore on that day.
i remember the silly things that happened, that we both laughed; to realize the wet grass had make our bottoms wet.
i remember how much you didn't wanna hold my hand.
i remember the first time, both of us; trying to flew a kite.
i remember all the pictures, with funny faces we took round the world.
i remember how much i missed you on your birthday; that i couldn't have spend a better time with you, but only to borrow mobile from my sergeant and to asked my whole platoon mates to sing you - a birthday song.
i remember how happy you were; to received 21 roses, with a card sweetly written.
i'll always remember the day; i told you how much i love you, how much i told you to remember the many moments, remember - my love.
true love supersedes everything.
there'll only be forgive and remember - someday.
they say; forgive and forget are self-denial to move on, without true happiness.
with this,
i ended this entry with tears trickled.
(let me be, entries recorded are shitty days.)
Saturday, November 13, 2010
10 Years of Love.
It's definitely sweet to see couples getting married after dating for 10 long years.
Since they were secondary schoolmates, they were there for one another.. be it the good and bad, for 10 long years. Sweet?
It is, definitely.
How beautiful is love when it could be tested through time.
"if you realized no one is there for you one day, remember how deeply i once loved you." interesting quote?
haa, i wonder how many people will realize this.
i will never forget the days when you:-
smile when we washed the car
smile when i am folding stars for you
smile when you were a pillion on my bike
smile when we're simply holding our hands
smile when we walked through the endless roads
smile when we squatted down, sweating, just to get your car painted by marker
it will always be the sweat, we dripped that i'll remember.
they were once so real, so innocent, soo honest.
i just couldn't find that feeling.
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
a few more weeks and i'll achieve what i could.
where are you, to share my joy and success?
it has been a long 1 year 3 months.
It's definitely sweet to see couples getting married after dating for 10 long years.
Since they were secondary schoolmates, they were there for one another.. be it the good and bad, for 10 long years. Sweet?
It is, definitely.
How beautiful is love when it could be tested through time.
"if you realized no one is there for you one day, remember how deeply i once loved you." interesting quote?
haa, i wonder how many people will realize this.
i will never forget the days when you:-
smile when we washed the car
smile when i am folding stars for you
smile when you were a pillion on my bike
smile when we're simply holding our hands
smile when we walked through the endless roads
smile when we squatted down, sweating, just to get your car painted by marker
it will always be the sweat, we dripped that i'll remember.
they were once so real, so innocent, soo honest.
i just couldn't find that feeling.
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
a few more weeks and i'll achieve what i could.
where are you, to share my joy and success?
it has been a long 1 year 3 months.
Sunday, November 07, 2010
fugly world.
it's sad to see how betrayal happens in the night. they got bf, they got gf; so what to them? so, what is the purpose and value of a r/s in the world we're in today?
lies.
nothing or no r/s you have has that great value for you to cherish.
there seems like nothing which you can connect your soul fully to, to trust whole heartedly. for that moment if it seems like a fairytale, then please wake up. they are lies which blinded you at the start.
it's sad to see all the break ups happening over in FB. well, don't be sad. people change, they come and go. no one reminsce anything. they always put the word, "move on" at the top of the mind, at the tip of the mouth.
the world has made us so superfical to the point we no longer understand the word 'cherish' and we all give up easily. the real meaning of a r/s is then lost, over time.
sometimes i wish you will be there like what you use to be, supporting my soul. today, who am i?
it's sad to see how betrayal happens in the night. they got bf, they got gf; so what to them? so, what is the purpose and value of a r/s in the world we're in today?
lies.
nothing or no r/s you have has that great value for you to cherish.
there seems like nothing which you can connect your soul fully to, to trust whole heartedly. for that moment if it seems like a fairytale, then please wake up. they are lies which blinded you at the start.
it's sad to see all the break ups happening over in FB. well, don't be sad. people change, they come and go. no one reminsce anything. they always put the word, "move on" at the top of the mind, at the tip of the mouth.
the world has made us so superfical to the point we no longer understand the word 'cherish' and we all give up easily. the real meaning of a r/s is then lost, over time.
sometimes i wish you will be there like what you use to be, supporting my soul. today, who am i?
water retention
for those who feels they may need to lose fats, please remember; it could be water retention.
they usually accumulate on cheeks (don't think of it as face fats), legs, tight.
reasons being: late nights, stress, too much salt intake (rubbish which you may ate), alcohol which probably malfunctioning your kidney to 'sort out' the salt levels in your body, irregular meals which causes irregular hormones.
whatever it is, you can google it.
take care.
for those who feels they may need to lose fats, please remember; it could be water retention.
they usually accumulate on cheeks (don't think of it as face fats), legs, tight.
reasons being: late nights, stress, too much salt intake (rubbish which you may ate), alcohol which probably malfunctioning your kidney to 'sort out' the salt levels in your body, irregular meals which causes irregular hormones.
whatever it is, you can google it.
take care.
Sunday, October 24, 2010
perfect lies.
from that moment when you thought your lies were perfect, it has crushed everything.
nothing about you was worth value for, just because you didn't value any
form of relationship at the start, much less the honesty & respect of friendship at
the basis.
one day if your heart feels torn apart, remember me; the pain you gave.
this song is for you - from me.
Falling a thousand feet per second, you still take me by surprise
I just know we can't be over, I can see it in your eyes
Making every kind of silence, takes a lot to realize
It's worse to finish than to start all over and never let it lie
And as long as I can feel you holding on
I won't fall, even if you said I was wrong
I'm not perfect, but I keep trying
'Cause that's what I said I would do from the start
I'm not alive if I'm lonely, so please don't leave
Was it something I said or just my personality?
Making every kind of silence, it takes a lot to realize
It's worse to finish than to start all over and never let it lie
And as long as I can feel you holding on
I won't fall, even if you said I wrong
I know that I'm not perfect, but I keep trying
'Cause that's what I said I would do from the start
I'm not alive if I'm lonely, so please don't leave
Was it something I said or just my personality?
When you're caught in a lie and you've got nothing to hide
When you've got nowhere to run and you've got nothing inside
It tears right through me, you thought that you knew me
You thought that you knew
I'm not perfect, but I keep trying
'Cause that's what I said I would do from the start
I'm not alive if I'm lonely, so please don't leave
Was it something I said or just my personality?
I'm not perfect, but I keep trying
'Cause that's what I said I would do from the start
I'm not alive if I'm lonely, so please don't leave
Was it something I said or just my, just myself
Just myself, myself, just myself
I'm not perfect, but I keep trying
from that moment when you thought your lies were perfect, it has crushed everything.
nothing about you was worth value for, just because you didn't value any
form of relationship at the start, much less the honesty & respect of friendship at
the basis.
one day if your heart feels torn apart, remember me; the pain you gave.
this song is for you - from me.
Falling a thousand feet per second, you still take me by surprise
I just know we can't be over, I can see it in your eyes
Making every kind of silence, takes a lot to realize
It's worse to finish than to start all over and never let it lie
And as long as I can feel you holding on
I won't fall, even if you said I was wrong
I'm not perfect, but I keep trying
'Cause that's what I said I would do from the start
I'm not alive if I'm lonely, so please don't leave
Was it something I said or just my personality?
Making every kind of silence, it takes a lot to realize
It's worse to finish than to start all over and never let it lie
And as long as I can feel you holding on
I won't fall, even if you said I wrong
I know that I'm not perfect, but I keep trying
'Cause that's what I said I would do from the start
I'm not alive if I'm lonely, so please don't leave
Was it something I said or just my personality?
When you're caught in a lie and you've got nothing to hide
When you've got nowhere to run and you've got nothing inside
It tears right through me, you thought that you knew me
You thought that you knew
I'm not perfect, but I keep trying
'Cause that's what I said I would do from the start
I'm not alive if I'm lonely, so please don't leave
Was it something I said or just my personality?
I'm not perfect, but I keep trying
'Cause that's what I said I would do from the start
I'm not alive if I'm lonely, so please don't leave
Was it something I said or just my, just myself
Just myself, myself, just myself
I'm not perfect, but I keep trying
let lyrics speaks for itself, let the song brings out how you feel.
with a beer, the liveband played this song...
and till today, i often woke up with haunted dreams, which makes my heart - ache.
who says the longer it is, the less painful? it's not always the case.
I was young but I wasn't naive
I watched helpless as you turned around to leave
And still I have the pain I have to carry
A past so deep that even you could not bury if you tried
After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go
I would fall asleep
Only in hopes of dreaming
That everything would be like is was before
But nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting
They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor
After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go
After all this time
Would you ever wanna leave it
Maybe you could not believe it
That my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you will ever know
A part of me died when I let you go
And I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me dies when I let you go
with a beer, the liveband played this song...
and till today, i often woke up with haunted dreams, which makes my heart - ache.
who says the longer it is, the less painful? it's not always the case.
I was young but I wasn't naive
I watched helpless as you turned around to leave
And still I have the pain I have to carry
A past so deep that even you could not bury if you tried
After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go
I would fall asleep
Only in hopes of dreaming
That everything would be like is was before
But nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting
They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor
After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go
After all this time
Would you ever wanna leave it
Maybe you could not believe it
That my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you will ever know
A part of me died when I let you go
And I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me dies when I let you go
Thursday, October 21, 2010
why do i always forget the fact that people do change?
the other day was just another fucking emo day.
i kept feeling slow, each day i try to push myself to move faster to achieve my goal.
and you know your success should be in time to come.
let time reveal values, character and beliefs.
sometimes it just happen to me all all the time...
the other day was just another fucking emo day.
i kept feeling slow, each day i try to push myself to move faster to achieve my goal.
and you know your success should be in time to come.
let time reveal values, character and beliefs.
sometimes it just happen to me all all the time...
Monday, October 18, 2010
Thursday, October 07, 2010
想念。童年
the song 稻香 brings back memories no doubt; surprises in the car boot (presents for you), those walks, those rainy days.
at the same time, it makes me feel like a child.
we always wanted to grow up when we were younger, now you hope you can be like a child.
sometimes you may wonder how love happen.
sometimes you ponder how did it end? like why? hur hur.
someone who was once like your soulmate, for many years... you couldn't believe how it could have happen.
have you wonder how everything may end in whatever r/s you have with someone today?
like they said, it felt like someone died. it indeed felt that way.
but imagine how i coould have felt losing so many of the ones i love and love me - overnight, and not just the one and only whom i love most before?
the kind of kinship which you built with the many people over time.
how could people totally understand that?
for love to last, you just gotta keep falling in love over and over again despite time.
how many times have we fallen in love?
twice, in 6 years.
i miss you, the very authentic and real you.
where have you been?
the song 稻香 brings back memories no doubt; surprises in the car boot (presents for you), those walks, those rainy days.
at the same time, it makes me feel like a child.
we always wanted to grow up when we were younger, now you hope you can be like a child.
sometimes you may wonder how love happen.
sometimes you ponder how did it end? like why? hur hur.
someone who was once like your soulmate, for many years... you couldn't believe how it could have happen.
have you wonder how everything may end in whatever r/s you have with someone today?
like they said, it felt like someone died. it indeed felt that way.
but imagine how i coould have felt losing so many of the ones i love and love me - overnight, and not just the one and only whom i love most before?
the kind of kinship which you built with the many people over time.
how could people totally understand that?
for love to last, you just gotta keep falling in love over and over again despite time.
how many times have we fallen in love?
twice, in 6 years.
i miss you, the very authentic and real you.
where have you been?
Monday, October 04, 2010
path
sometimes you wonder about when this road will end
sometimes you wonder when will all these happiness end, one day
i wondered through my most felt blissful times when i was much younger, where i have all the ones who loved me.
how often, how many. cherish what's "love through time"?
how many cherish the many path we've walked, and through the darkest point of our life?
some of us can only mourn for the lost of our love, despite years.
those who tried to forget, never really do.
sometimes you really hope that those who grew up with you, could really be truthful and standby you always.
but, they never really do.
we all thought so.
sometimes you wonder about when this road will end
sometimes you wonder when will all these happiness end, one day
i wondered through my most felt blissful times when i was much younger, where i have all the ones who loved me.
how often, how many. cherish what's "love through time"?
how many cherish the many path we've walked, and through the darkest point of our life?
some of us can only mourn for the lost of our love, despite years.
those who tried to forget, never really do.
sometimes you really hope that those who grew up with you, could really be truthful and standby you always.
but, they never really do.
we all thought so.
Sunday, September 26, 2010
shit stirrer.
for this post, i am not agitated.
i'm as rationale and as calm as i am.
but let me name you "asshole".
for some reason, this fake profile of U is created.
if you're so fucking free to stalk on others life and creating this fake account and label me as "andrew", extracting all sorts of old photos of the past. then, i think you're really fucking free.
for the photos you've extracted, it's not in any of my album.
you're a close suspect of the clique with the ladies you know, hence it doesn't really bother me.
you are definitely out of my friends list, and you do not really know who our mutual friends were.
you're someone close to her, and even remember/know quotes she used long before.
you probably have a psychotic split personality which probably have some kind of grudges inside you, with either of us.
your motive:
- to stir hatred or a more in depth misunderstanding between people
- to make others hate me (to make others think i am the fucking free man to do sucha stuff)
- instilling hatred in the ones and family members who were once dear and close to my heart
you're just trying to make things ugly, and wish to laugh and watch whatever that may happen.
whoever you are, you're simply too free.
please go and do something better at your free time, and fuck off.
you've been shortlisted by me, and i probably know who you are.
too free? carry on.
i can't be bothered by your request.
your plan to make me feel what you want me to feel, has failed terribly.
i've stopped feeling anything.
just too bad. haha.
for this post, i am not agitated.
i'm as rationale and as calm as i am.
but let me name you "asshole".
for some reason, this fake profile of U is created.
if you're so fucking free to stalk on others life and creating this fake account and label me as "andrew", extracting all sorts of old photos of the past. then, i think you're really fucking free.
for the photos you've extracted, it's not in any of my album.
you're a close suspect of the clique with the ladies you know, hence it doesn't really bother me.
you are definitely out of my friends list, and you do not really know who our mutual friends were.
you're someone close to her, and even remember/know quotes she used long before.
you probably have a psychotic split personality which probably have some kind of grudges inside you, with either of us.
your motive:
- to stir hatred or a more in depth misunderstanding between people
- to make others hate me (to make others think i am the fucking free man to do sucha stuff)
- instilling hatred in the ones and family members who were once dear and close to my heart
you're just trying to make things ugly, and wish to laugh and watch whatever that may happen.
whoever you are, you're simply too free.
please go and do something better at your free time, and fuck off.
you've been shortlisted by me, and i probably know who you are.
too free? carry on.
i can't be bothered by your request.
your plan to make me feel what you want me to feel, has failed terribly.
i've stopped feeling anything.
just too bad. haha.
Monday, September 20, 2010
走进走出
suddenly i've got this very positive feeling towards what's gonna be ahead in life.
we're all in our prime years, so it's critical to add value to yourself, and keep exploring more into the meaning of life and the world.
freedom is the key to success.
god has his plans for your fate. he will bring the best to you - someday.
well, i still believe a real r/s is when you've found your opposite gender best friend (he/she will see the best of you and the ugliest of you), all your past with somebody is revealed/shared through time with him/her through endless talks and then accepted.
a very honest and true r/s.
i guess, that will make you and the r/s very much valuable.
the perception of people moving on from one r/s to another (psychologically - they explained that people who are love dependent/ afraid of loneliness, would do so to forget all that is in the past/ to fulfill what they want as of tentative) has gradually lose the real meaning of r/s with people.
it'll somehow end, someday again.
the real time line to forget or have a vague memories of the past/people will take about 2-3 years exactly for all wounds to be healed.
they actually care; they run, they always run away from life, forgetting to really overcome their feelings/ emotions by themselves and face who they really are.
"if the world turns bad, even if the world can be the ugliest. you must not be one of them, carry on and be good, be who you really are."
i was inspired by my doctor who told me this.
time's not up, still too early.
what comes around, goes around.
suddenly i've got this very positive feeling towards what's gonna be ahead in life.
we're all in our prime years, so it's critical to add value to yourself, and keep exploring more into the meaning of life and the world.
freedom is the key to success.
god has his plans for your fate. he will bring the best to you - someday.
well, i still believe a real r/s is when you've found your opposite gender best friend (he/she will see the best of you and the ugliest of you), all your past with somebody is revealed/shared through time with him/her through endless talks and then accepted.
a very honest and true r/s.
i guess, that will make you and the r/s very much valuable.
the perception of people moving on from one r/s to another (psychologically - they explained that people who are love dependent/ afraid of loneliness, would do so to forget all that is in the past/ to fulfill what they want as of tentative) has gradually lose the real meaning of r/s with people.
it'll somehow end, someday again.
the real time line to forget or have a vague memories of the past/people will take about 2-3 years exactly for all wounds to be healed.
they actually care; they run, they always run away from life, forgetting to really overcome their feelings/ emotions by themselves and face who they really are.
"if the world turns bad, even if the world can be the ugliest. you must not be one of them, carry on and be good, be who you really are."
i was inspired by my doctor who told me this.
time's not up, still too early.
what comes around, goes around.
Tuesday, September 14, 2010
Monday, September 13, 2010
leave.
they always say, if you left something
don't try to bring anything along
it's not gonna be the same.
and i was taught/told not to touch anything that you considered yours, nothing mutual as you may regard.
so, don't do what you preached.
you formed a new life, leave what's behind - behind.
you made the decision, the choice for your fate - your destination.
that's what everyone does, don't you see?
they don't try mingling, nor duplicate actions/words of the past.
"i never like to use sweet words to make you happy, if it's not from my heart. i'll probably say things to make you lose faith and feel disappointed. so, were you up for the test of time, and how much you remember about love?
i always believe (myself) in whatever i choose to commit my time/effort in. only time, will my actions speaks for itself, making you happy - a life time." - soulmate
they always say, if you left something
don't try to bring anything along
it's not gonna be the same.
and i was taught/told not to touch anything that you considered yours, nothing mutual as you may regard.
so, don't do what you preached.
you formed a new life, leave what's behind - behind.
you made the decision, the choice for your fate - your destination.
that's what everyone does, don't you see?
they don't try mingling, nor duplicate actions/words of the past.
"i never like to use sweet words to make you happy, if it's not from my heart. i'll probably say things to make you lose faith and feel disappointed. so, were you up for the test of time, and how much you remember about love?
i always believe (myself) in whatever i choose to commit my time/effort in. only time, will my actions speaks for itself, making you happy - a life time." - soulmate
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