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Tuesday, July 13, 2004

Feeling dead tired but fingers are itchy, so decided to blog right now. Seems like I've been slacking these days? Playing and figuring out the templates' html. Haha. Now, things are done. Wonderful? Perfect? Can be improve I guess. Nothing is ever perfect and that's life.

Anyway, today's not my day definitely. Early in the morning got a "smack down" by E.T. Sigh, and me, demoralised. Calculated my common test paper, 14 marks for carelessness. Gosh? I think I should start singing Cosine Rule: "C2=A2+B2-2(A)(B)COSIN C". I remember E.T's blog, singing differentiation. Sigh, just because I wrote wrongly, Cosine to Sine. How stupid? What can I say or do? "Alex, forget it lar, you just suck, go get a knife and stab yourself!"? I've been very careless nowadays and what's happening? Reflections has to be done.

During dismissal time, walked pass E.T, "Hey, Mr Lee, what's wrong with you? E Maths and A Maths both clash down ah? Dropping subjects not?" TMD* "NO! No way I'm going to drop A Maths!" I would rather drop Literature. Homework is packing into my life in large quantities for that subject and I still feel hopeless.

Read DC's PTE blog just now. Er, what should I say? I do not know. I'm sorry, my AE Maths are of my concern right now and I do not think I've time for love.
O's are coming and there's no time. Moreover, I'm starting to miss my friends and buddies. Love should remain pure and stable at this stage and at this period of time. Sometimes I'm really sick of things and I do not wish to bother so much, why "zi xun fan nao"? Yes and right, I shouldn't be so petty anymore.

I'm going fly hard for my science and maths, I've got no choice. Competition are tensing nowadays and you can see how evil the world has turned to. Human race do not have conscience anymore these days and why? They believe in, "live life to the fullest". Can I ask, how do you define "fullest", in what ways? Discuss. Maybe I should try to be a English Teacher and ask my students to write this discursive essay. Haha, in my dreams perhaps. But you can't predict the future, maybe this topic may come out in the GCE O LEVEL? =)

Somtimes I hope I could lie on my bed the whole day and think about life once more. It makes me wiser. The last time I did that was - in hospital bed. I saw different people in and out, different works of life. Frankly, I miss those days because you sleep for all you want and food is serve right in front of you. Moreover, it's a healthy diet.

I think I better get going now and don't think that I'm going to do Literature homework. Zzz.