想念。童年

the song 稻香 brings back memories no doubt; surprises in the car boot (presents for you), those walks, those rainy days.

at the same time, it makes me feel like a child.

we always wanted to grow up when we were younger, now you hope you can be like a child.

sometimes you may wonder how love happen.

sometimes you ponder how did it end? like why? hur hur.

someone who was once like your soulmate, for many years... you couldn't believe how it could have happen.

have you wonder how everything may end in whatever r/s you have with someone today?

like they said, it felt like someone died. it indeed felt that way.

but imagine how i coould have felt losing so many of the ones i love and love me - overnight, and not just the one and only whom i love most before?

the kind of kinship which you built with the many people over time.

how could people totally understand that?

for love to last, you just gotta keep falling in love over and over again despite time.

how many times have we fallen in love?

twice, in 6 years.

i miss you, the very authentic and real you.

where have you been?