Yup. It’s weekend again. Here I am after reading R’s blog… So guilty again… Luckily I did a close observation after Suhua knows the secret and gave a serious response. Subsequently was some discuss made with Liang. There comes the Man w/o Faith in R’s blog…

Faith is a trust. Something, someone, virtually or realistically we can give to. Sadly R is single; then he doesn’t have any GF to turn to lah. But I guess he will find his Mrs. Right one day. Right Rubin? Your.. Humph.. who u tried to sabotage me… Zzz… I remember times when Me and currently Charsiew Pig (Dearest got sun burnt), had to sort out these differences in religion. She (was) a Christian baptized, and I was just a kid who’s not really either Buddhist or Taoist (caught in between the 2) and due to confusions, the word free-thinker comes in. Then, I’m caught in between these 3 species. Thereafter, I tried/ still trying to understand Christianity and why certain people are sooo... pray daily? every meal? and once they feel depressed/sad etc. Then, I question myself; why don’t I do that?

For me, i always believe that obstacles are meant to be met and meant to be ourcome by ourselves. This is then, we're stronger. When i find my life is tough; walking/cycling through rains/ scorching sun on my way home soaked in rain/sweat and with heavy stuff to lobang. Why I say it's tough? I look upon those kids in their parents car, fetching them. They don't need to experience all these... Yet... I have to... My family isn't that rich but I've never look down on it, rather I'm proud to have such a loving family. I ain't consoling myself. It's because everyone is willing to play a part. My dad don't own a car. Yet, we can always walk together in family of 5. Simple walk; from downtown east to my house, from orchard all the way to Plaza Singapura through all shapping malls and later take MRT up again to Novena just to find a pair of shoe I want. Yet, the 4 family members didn't complain a single thing. How many Dads/ Mums will do that? I always tell myself that god is fair and that my future will be better. It's either you get these or these.

All right. Every religion does pray everyday. A monk recite sutras daily, a priest/pastors etc all do. But the word believers/followers come in. Different people, different individual have a different degree of faith towards their god. That was the conclusion. Perhaps I wasn’t a full-time follower and hence I ain’t doing these. I do believe that every religion has its truth. Tell you frankly, I pray to all. I believe that god(s) can understand and that they wouldn’t have qualms/ quarrels within themselves? They are god so I guess nobility is their forte. The world is just too complicated as each individuals have different characteristics. To make a total sense of religions and link them up is a mission impossible.

Anyway, they are just some thoughts. Back to do some work… What an abrupt Ending to my entry...