finally done with the audit, ending it with rectification follow up.

moreover, i had to entertain the auditors rather than my officer who should appear.

nevertheless, deduction of 15 points from the final results.

i guess i've done my best for the medical centre compared to the previous batch which i heard they got deducted over 30 plus closing 40.

it's not easy coordinating all the various departments in details especially as a NSP, noob towards audit for a medical centre.

i just kept running through to push each department to make sure they've done their part.

still, loop holes and the very minor stuff are inevitable.

however, i feel satisfied. because it's not suppose to be my job handling audit, yet i'm doing so.

it's like a regular job. being an acting senior medic aka IC for this organisation and unit isn't that simple with limited manpower. yet, paper workload is the same as how other medical centre runs.

good experience though. at least i know what are the gritty gritty details they look out for when it comes to audit, and how the system links and telly with the paper work.

with some last minute impromptu, some sense, some logic, some help from my man, some talking (aka flirting power with the auditor, which i can't imagine myself doing it for the sake of MARKS), i manage to smoke and squeeze some more points for my medical centre.

and i can't imagine myself being flirted back. the thought of it, is just.. =S

hah, you think i like it? feels like selling my body/looks or something. =.=

whatever it is, it's over. hopefully, they can score a silver, where the previous years they only got bronze or pass.

it's just like how i pushed my secondary school back in NCC days for Gold Unit. but back then, i conducted more trainings and more hardwork than using my brains & mouth. but perhaps that was a different working environment.

as time goes by, i feel more appreciated, more respect, more bonding, more trust and confidence from my man.

they have not doubted whatever i told them to do so. i feel they know for some reason why i do certain things in a certain way when they're told.

coming over here, was the right decision i made back then when people wanted to keep me.

decisions i made be it on studies, or whatever i want to commit, have never been a regret i suppose?

"if you've never given time, if you have never given opportunity, a chance or a risk, you never know what more magical moments you could create. ups and down are inevitable, it should be learned to be acceptable. affection can never be kept consistent or keep developing more isn't it?"

"only when you lose, then you found (realize) what you've lost."

will time then be too late?

connect me with your heart, baby.