perfect lies.

from that moment when you thought your lies were perfect, it has crushed everything.

nothing about you was worth value for, just because you didn't value any

form of relationship at the start, much less the honesty & respect of friendship at

the basis.


one day if your heart feels torn apart, remember me; the pain you gave.

this song is for you - from me.



Falling a thousand feet per second, you still take me by surprise
I just know we can't be over, I can see it in your eyes
Making every kind of silence, takes a lot to realize
It's worse to finish than to start all over and never let it lie
And as long as I can feel you holding on
I won't fall, even if you said I was wrong

I'm not perfect, but I keep trying
'Cause that's what I said I would do from the start
I'm not alive if I'm lonely, so please don't leave
Was it something I said or just my personality?

Making every kind of silence, it takes a lot to realize
It's worse to finish than to start all over and never let it lie
And as long as I can feel you holding on
I won't fall, even if you said I wrong

I know that I'm not perfect, but I keep trying
'Cause that's what I said I would do from the start
I'm not alive if I'm lonely, so please don't leave
Was it something I said or just my personality?

When you're caught in a lie and you've got nothing to hide
When you've got nowhere to run and you've got nothing inside
It tears right through me, you thought that you knew me
You thought that you knew

I'm not perfect, but I keep trying
'Cause that's what I said I would do from the start
I'm not alive if I'm lonely, so please don't leave
Was it something I said or just my personality?

I'm not perfect, but I keep trying
'Cause that's what I said I would do from the start
I'm not alive if I'm lonely, so please don't leave
Was it something I said or just my, just myself
Just myself, myself, just myself

I'm not perfect, but I keep trying

let lyrics speaks for itself, let the song brings out how you feel.

with a beer, the liveband played this song...

and till today, i often woke up with haunted dreams, which makes my heart - ache.

who says the longer it is, the less painful? it's not always the case.



I was young but I wasn't naive
I watched helpless as you turned around to leave
And still I have the pain I have to carry
A past so deep that even you could not bury if you tried

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

I would fall asleep
Only in hopes of dreaming
That everything would be like is was before
But nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting
They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

After all this time
Would you ever wanna leave it
Maybe you could not believe it
That my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you will ever know
A part of me died when I let you go
And I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me dies when I let you go

why do i always forget the fact that people do change?

the other day was just another fucking emo day.

i kept feeling slow, each day i try to push myself to move faster to achieve my goal.

and you know your success should be in time to come.

let time reveal values, character and beliefs.

sometimes it just happen to me all all the time...

白色的风车


曾经是多么的真心

感觉是多么的真实

如今是什么让我们成为了 熟悉的陌生人

我不明白为什么曾经所付出的真心

会让事情演变成如此的结局

白天是思念那段过去 那段可贵

黑夜的你成了 我每个早晨醒来感伤的梦



不知不觉...

一年三个月已过

心什么时候才不会再痛

梦醒来的泪 什么时候才能不会再流

原来真心付出 换来的是致死不息的痛



今天的我 泪

流了 怕了

我所认识的婉娟

又去了那里



想陪着你 走到最后

会不会有人来代替



否有一天 你泪流了

请你, 记的我...

想念。童年

the song 稻香 brings back memories no doubt; surprises in the car boot (presents for you), those walks, those rainy days.

at the same time, it makes me feel like a child.

we always wanted to grow up when we were younger, now you hope you can be like a child.

sometimes you may wonder how love happen.

sometimes you ponder how did it end? like why? hur hur.

someone who was once like your soulmate, for many years... you couldn't believe how it could have happen.

have you wonder how everything may end in whatever r/s you have with someone today?

like they said, it felt like someone died. it indeed felt that way.

but imagine how i coould have felt losing so many of the ones i love and love me - overnight, and not just the one and only whom i love most before?

the kind of kinship which you built with the many people over time.

how could people totally understand that?

for love to last, you just gotta keep falling in love over and over again despite time.

how many times have we fallen in love?

twice, in 6 years.

i miss you, the very authentic and real you.

where have you been?

path

sometimes you wonder about when this road will end

sometimes you wonder when will all these happiness end, one day

i wondered through my most felt blissful times when i was much younger, where i have all the ones who loved me.



how often, how many. cherish what's "love through time"?

how many cherish the many path we've walked, and through the darkest point of our life?

some of us can only mourn for the lost of our love, despite years.

those who tried to forget, never really do.


sometimes you really hope that those who grew up with you, could really be truthful and standby you always.

but, they never really do.

we all thought so.