What a week? Miss Chan SS has been absent for 3 days. Physics maybe soon CMI but no matter what I’ll still got to try to understand. The last few topics are quite difficult to understand.
The week has been busy and filled with tones of work, stress. O’s are coming and many of us do not seem to have the drive to fly. I guess the studying hours have really tired everyone out. The lack of sleep usually results in the lack of drive to move on.
Sadly, the Principle and Teachers do not understand. They just pressured the students all the way. There is a need to sleep! Otherwise how do we concentrate? Lessons this week has been OK. One of the days was in Science Lab. A good environment to have I should say. But the “ma fan” thing is our books that were kept in school.
Lessons were alright, except for AE Maths. E.T is moving very fast sometimes. Many students in the class couldn’t catch it suppose. Ricky is one of those that have been struggling as he just told me recently.
Trigo and Log differentiation and integration can be quite a killing topic. I haven’t start memorizing them even. I did memorize them before but soon I’ve forgotten them when I didn’t use it. It can be demoralizing but I guess it’s time to have some catching up with trigo and log friends. I’m going to make sure they’re my best of friends and I’ll be able to use them to my advantage in the Prelims and O’s.
There’re very little time left and I’m starting to worry. The nightmares are here and I’m hoping that it’ll be over soon. 3 bloody more months to over O’s. I guess we should have a countdown for that in class as well. I can’t wait for that kind of life Stress Free life to come. I’m looking forward for that as well. Hopefully everything will be over with beautiful dreams that come true later on.
Sunday, August 22, 2004
Monday, August 09, 2004
I’ve been very lazy to blog recently. Partly is because of school work and the tiring days that gone by. Anyway, the school’s parade is quite well done by the students. There were a few mistakes here n there which was minor, if people do not know. Anyway, SM has done a good job.
The award ceremony was a very long one. I find it a waste of time. There’s something which I want to say, the school is very cheapskate. There prize wasn’t that well made. The quality is average. From far it looks nice. A close look will be like a shit.
I wonder why the hell the school has to present award for the seniors. Anyway, the award isn’t useful for them after the secondary school life. Not many people of their batch have come to share their joy and glory. So, what is it for? I wonder if all these were for show.
At the reception, the food wasn’t enough. Many KIASU people took a lot. I miss the cream puff. It was finished in just a short time. I guess teacher who have came down late didn’t catch it at all.
Anyway, Jay’s album is out and it’s indeed nice. I’ve also been busy listening to them. LOLX. Anyway, this album’s music is compose by Jay himself and 2 of the songs he composed the lyrics. Anyway, his album has hit 1.08 million in the recent Straits Times for only the past 5 day. I guess the number will keep rising.
Recently got a nice chat with E.T over the net and a little demoralizing I guess. But overall I did learn some things and know how to go about moving on.
Anyway, today is National Day. I would like to say Happy Birthday Singapore. Yesterday heard PM Goh saying his last words. Quite touching I guess and also I would like to say that he has lead Singapore well for the past 14 years. We could see his contributions together with his subordinates. Anyway, Singapore has been prospering only till recent years due to the crisis.
I guess these few days have been great staying at home. I’ve been getting so lazy to get out of the house. I’ve got a new hair cut recently and I seriously like it. Wahaha.
Ok, so here’s some Jay Chou’s Lyrics that I would like to share:
借口
词曲:周杰伦
翻着我们的照片 想念若隐若现
去年的冬天 我们笑得很甜
看着你哭泣的脸 对着我说再见
来不及听见 你已走得很远
也许你已经放弃我
也许已经很难回头
我知道自己错过
请再给我一个理由 说你不爱我
就算是我不懂 能不能原谅我
请不要把分手当作你的请求
我知道坚持要走 是你受伤的藉口
请你回头 我会陪你一直走到最后
就算没有结果 我也能够承受
我知道你的痛 是我给的承诺
你说给过我从容 沉默是因为包容
如果要走 请你记得我
如果难过 请你忘了我
The award ceremony was a very long one. I find it a waste of time. There’s something which I want to say, the school is very cheapskate. There prize wasn’t that well made. The quality is average. From far it looks nice. A close look will be like a shit.
I wonder why the hell the school has to present award for the seniors. Anyway, the award isn’t useful for them after the secondary school life. Not many people of their batch have come to share their joy and glory. So, what is it for? I wonder if all these were for show.
At the reception, the food wasn’t enough. Many KIASU people took a lot. I miss the cream puff. It was finished in just a short time. I guess teacher who have came down late didn’t catch it at all.
Anyway, Jay’s album is out and it’s indeed nice. I’ve also been busy listening to them. LOLX. Anyway, this album’s music is compose by Jay himself and 2 of the songs he composed the lyrics. Anyway, his album has hit 1.08 million in the recent Straits Times for only the past 5 day. I guess the number will keep rising.
Recently got a nice chat with E.T over the net and a little demoralizing I guess. But overall I did learn some things and know how to go about moving on.
Anyway, today is National Day. I would like to say Happy Birthday Singapore. Yesterday heard PM Goh saying his last words. Quite touching I guess and also I would like to say that he has lead Singapore well for the past 14 years. We could see his contributions together with his subordinates. Anyway, Singapore has been prospering only till recent years due to the crisis.
I guess these few days have been great staying at home. I’ve been getting so lazy to get out of the house. I’ve got a new hair cut recently and I seriously like it. Wahaha.
Ok, so here’s some Jay Chou’s Lyrics that I would like to share:
借口
词曲:周杰伦
翻着我们的照片 想念若隐若现
去年的冬天 我们笑得很甜
看着你哭泣的脸 对着我说再见
来不及听见 你已走得很远
也许你已经放弃我
也许已经很难回头
我知道自己错过
请再给我一个理由 说你不爱我
就算是我不懂 能不能原谅我
请不要把分手当作你的请求
我知道坚持要走 是你受伤的藉口
请你回头 我会陪你一直走到最后
就算没有结果 我也能够承受
我知道你的痛 是我给的承诺
你说给过我从容 沉默是因为包容
如果要走 请你记得我
如果难过 请你忘了我
Monday, August 02, 2004
Had a nice chat with SM and SM while walking home. Sometimes friends are great, they help you to forget about problems. Anyway, they've made me blush terribly. =)
Sometimes I wonder, how do gods up there play match making with humans? Was things meant to be? What had happened is it something beyond our control? How do they play with us on their chess board?
Sometimes in relationships, you can be close in distance but not in heart. Why?Displacement? But most people would say, close in heart but not the distance.
I guess often it's due to the differences which both parties have.
Example:
Differences in the way you're bought up in a family causes you to have different type of perception of life. Differences in religions can be one of those too. Many of our thinkings are constructed by how we go about believing things around us.
Anyway, in Love there are many things which both parties have to compromise and accomodate for life. I would like to repeat again, it's for LIFE. Many couples do not come compatible once they come together. Gradually, they find out their differences. If they're able to brush them out, things will be sweet and smooth.
Compromising and Accommodating can be only to be a limit I guess? Living together is not an easy thing. There can be disliking even if you still love the person. My Dad once say, "Find a wife who you want her to go on for LIFE it's not an easy thing. You've got to find the right door that when you close, it'll close properly ("men dang hu dui" in chinese) forever, leaving you no problems no matter how many times you close and open.
His interpretation of "men dang hu dui" is - Naturally, both parties must be able to communicate easily and you've got to feel right for each other. Other factors such as family backgrounds got to match, religions, beliefs and etc. Do not see such as a small problem cause it's about living togther for LIFE. Both parties have to share the same. It's all about similiarities in interest and tihinking.
Some couples manage to last from school days till now and yet differences hasn't brush properly. We do not say actually MUST have lots of similarities, but the manin thing is both parties beliefs and way of communication.
Just think, if you're one who always speaks Chinese and the other who always speaks English. Sadly, you're able to cope with English too but not very well. In terms of communication, wouldn't there be a presence of emptiness? It's a language that is close to you but it's not close to heart. You won't feel that the other part do really understand you. That is what I meant, you can be close in distance but not in heart.
On the other hand, the other party who thinks that things are going on right feel loved, and all the good things are on his/her side. Has he/she given a second thought to the other party? Maybe not till the other party voices out.
Beliefs and thinking is one thing are often cause break ups. Sometimes you couldn't stand the other party's beliefs and you try means for his/her to understand you. At the same time, he/she hopes that you can compromise.
Sometimes it's bought up since young, and it can be so difficult to compromise. Sometimes you've got to let go, it's a signal.
As I listen to Qi Li Xiang..
Yu Xia Zhen Ye..
Wo De Ai Yi Chu Jiu Xiang Yu Shui..
Yes, everyone's love can be like rain, showering on the other party. But when differnces and obstacles come in, there's no space to shower the love. It's just like when you're under the shelter and refuse to step out of it and feel the rain drops on your tender skin.
Sometimes, the endng can be quite sad. Both parties may lose hopes and dreams - Shattered and Clashed.
Heart fill with only emptiness. Sometimes you may just not see it, cause you're in it and thus seeing no wrong in any ways which may affect things. But problems will come soon later. Often, it may also because all the while you've been bought up this way.
Ending can be sad, it's for a LIFE thing. Sigh, maybe that's life.
"Zou Yi Bu Kan Yi Bu Le.."
Sometimes I wonder, how do gods up there play match making with humans? Was things meant to be? What had happened is it something beyond our control? How do they play with us on their chess board?
Sometimes in relationships, you can be close in distance but not in heart. Why?Displacement? But most people would say, close in heart but not the distance.
I guess often it's due to the differences which both parties have.
Example:
Differences in the way you're bought up in a family causes you to have different type of perception of life. Differences in religions can be one of those too. Many of our thinkings are constructed by how we go about believing things around us.
Anyway, in Love there are many things which both parties have to compromise and accomodate for life. I would like to repeat again, it's for LIFE. Many couples do not come compatible once they come together. Gradually, they find out their differences. If they're able to brush them out, things will be sweet and smooth.
Compromising and Accommodating can be only to be a limit I guess? Living together is not an easy thing. There can be disliking even if you still love the person. My Dad once say, "Find a wife who you want her to go on for LIFE it's not an easy thing. You've got to find the right door that when you close, it'll close properly ("men dang hu dui" in chinese) forever, leaving you no problems no matter how many times you close and open.
His interpretation of "men dang hu dui" is - Naturally, both parties must be able to communicate easily and you've got to feel right for each other. Other factors such as family backgrounds got to match, religions, beliefs and etc. Do not see such as a small problem cause it's about living togther for LIFE. Both parties have to share the same. It's all about similiarities in interest and tihinking.
Some couples manage to last from school days till now and yet differences hasn't brush properly. We do not say actually MUST have lots of similarities, but the manin thing is both parties beliefs and way of communication.
Just think, if you're one who always speaks Chinese and the other who always speaks English. Sadly, you're able to cope with English too but not very well. In terms of communication, wouldn't there be a presence of emptiness? It's a language that is close to you but it's not close to heart. You won't feel that the other part do really understand you. That is what I meant, you can be close in distance but not in heart.
On the other hand, the other party who thinks that things are going on right feel loved, and all the good things are on his/her side. Has he/she given a second thought to the other party? Maybe not till the other party voices out.
Beliefs and thinking is one thing are often cause break ups. Sometimes you couldn't stand the other party's beliefs and you try means for his/her to understand you. At the same time, he/she hopes that you can compromise.
Sometimes it's bought up since young, and it can be so difficult to compromise. Sometimes you've got to let go, it's a signal.
As I listen to Qi Li Xiang..
Yu Xia Zhen Ye..
Wo De Ai Yi Chu Jiu Xiang Yu Shui..
Yes, everyone's love can be like rain, showering on the other party. But when differnces and obstacles come in, there's no space to shower the love. It's just like when you're under the shelter and refuse to step out of it and feel the rain drops on your tender skin.
Sometimes, the endng can be quite sad. Both parties may lose hopes and dreams - Shattered and Clashed.
Heart fill with only emptiness. Sometimes you may just not see it, cause you're in it and thus seeing no wrong in any ways which may affect things. But problems will come soon later. Often, it may also because all the while you've been bought up this way.
Ending can be sad, it's for a LIFE thing. Sigh, maybe that's life.
"Zou Yi Bu Kan Yi Bu Le.."
This weekend was a busy one, went to Eileen's Birthday Party and I guess many of us have great time dating one another. Came home around 11.45PM and had sent DC home before that. Hope she has got a great day even though somethings were sad for her. I shan't mention the programmes for that day in detail. Anyway, have great time with the BBQ Chicken Wings. It's my favorite.
Sunday was a sleepy day. But there were tonnes of homework that I've to complete. Therefore, I had to go down the list and chose the important ones to do first. Had a late night yesterday, slept at about 11.30PM. Hence, the wonderful weather today had made me feeling sleepy the whole day. Anyway, had my nap and it was great I should say, even though it was not enough.
I'm POKE in my pocket. Had been spending money on taxi fares. Gosh, how are my meals going to be like over this school week? I can't stop my craving for food. Sigh.
Sunday was a sleepy day. But there were tonnes of homework that I've to complete. Therefore, I had to go down the list and chose the important ones to do first. Had a late night yesterday, slept at about 11.30PM. Hence, the wonderful weather today had made me feeling sleepy the whole day. Anyway, had my nap and it was great I should say, even though it was not enough.
I'm POKE in my pocket. Had been spending money on taxi fares. Gosh, how are my meals going to be like over this school week? I can't stop my craving for food. Sigh.
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