fulfillment.
had a good time out with the NSmen the past few days. seriously expanding my network and checking out the market trend.
i would say it's a satisfying week.
did a number of dressings out in the field. from as small as blisters, massive bites, deep cut on the tibia area (bleeding profusely =.=), and abrasions on back. you can never imagine how disgusted an abrasion back would look like. i'm seriously satisfied with the dressings i did, and i could feel the appreciation i received from the older adults.
probably that's the reason why i am good at wrapping up presents?
heard many stories shared by the NSmen as well. perhaps it's due to the generation gap? or perhaps i've yet to reach the age of 27.
some had partners 3-4 years, and they ain't have any intentions for marriage. one feel bored and on the verge of making this decision to break. some had partners, married, yet they play like nobody's business behind back doors. and it's quite surprising, because they really look superb decent. my initial conversations with them never seem to test out any form of indecency. =.=
because we reached contentment and we're looking for more? forgotten love?
perhaps real love doesn't exist Alex, or in this reality? where you really do hope that the one you held your hands with, would be the one who you would walk till the end with you.
and perhaps, honesty doesn't matter to people. do they? or should i say people no longer has conscience?
they lie. they lie because their mind say so and worse of all, they lie to themselves.
people are living in denial for decisions they made in life. many a times, these decisions ain't what their heart are telling them. they were all made because their mind say so; forced by the change in reality of our changing life.
we're not connecting to our heart, are we?
EL told me this today:
beauty lies in the imperfections.
so i continued and said so we need to embrace the imperfections.
i embraced totally.
but how many people could embrace the other's party imperfection easily, in order to live together?
it's difficult, it's tough.
alright, Davidoff's Hot Water for tonight!
