dreams.

it has been the 7th day w/o you. i'm starting to sleep abit more, probably i'm really tired out from my swell up eyes which i suffered the past few days. and i've been sleeping abt 5 hrs each day and no more.. still, each night, i woke up in the middle of the night to find myself back to reality w/o you.

as i was in camp yesterday, i had a deja vu for a moment of my life. it was the same feeling as it was in my dreams. i lost you, and i did..

as i was browsing through the pictures and small clips of ours (to reduce my misses), i've probably forgotten the reality of life that i may just lose you one day.. and i did. still, i don't think love has long gone, but i would say - forgotten. sometimes when ideas where assumed and not communicated overtime, we form a deceptive perception from our assumed known subconscious. but subconscious mind isn't known by self; it's unknown.

subconsciously, i maybe moving on. but is my heart moving on?

i believe you do miss me. i believe, you do.. and this is my 1st friday w/o you after a long time.. i miss you.. do you remember the times..?