sometimes.

sometimes it feels that whatever that was built was torn apart

life doesn't seem to be as beautiful as it was

building starts from scratch.

sometimes we only remember what's not done

we didn't cherish nor chose remember what has been done for us

it's our choice

a choice to be crude or don't, yet we find no reason in doing so

humanity.

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perhaps after all, you couldn't treat me as a friend

because a friend isn't treated that way

and i know you're trying hard

because you left yourself with unresolved feelings

unspoken.

as for me, i'm done.



the one i love has gone with time

today is the day i've stopped loving you

because you're no longer the one i love



i hope you find yourself

someday i would love to love the one i use to know once again



i appreciate friends whom had been by my side all these while, hearing me.

thanks alot.

i understand that it can it quite irritating because i took a really long time, because i was left hanging.

太爱了
所以我..

我放手 我让座
谁懂我多么不舍得..


-the end-


就让一切重新开始..

denial & change.

people change. because of pain/stress/hurt/environment they change.

reality force changes

change us

they forgot themselves

they start to live in denial

they start to deny their needs

then we start lying to ourselves

and everyone around us

they stopped communicating with their heart

losing humanity to ourselves

they forgot how they use to be

they forgot what they wanted

they do not understand r/s

nor do they bother to find out and understand

everyone start losing track

they start living virtually in reality

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people do not appreciate your honesty

even the ones you love

values, beliefs which i had faith in

are against what i observed

somethings can never be replace no matter how hard you try to



hope they stop smoking

god bless you with good health





read some of the posts in 2007.

everything seems so beautiful back then.