i feel vengeance burning ever since that day, it never stops.
the fire never ceased.
dreams kept haunting you; you start going crazy, making less sense everyday.
you do not know when you will ever get crazy.
i really have all your farking details; if you're ever sorry dude.
i will smash up your hamster face really hard.
i will never forget your, "so?" with that fuck attitude of holding on to my USED item.
yes, my 'handing over' was a golden hand shake.
how gracious.
yes, it's no longer the one i used to love.
fake smile, fake words. soul-mates? bullshit.
the world getting superficial isn't it?
passion?
hope he fucks you badly and fuck others behind your fucking back with all the lies, like what he has done to his ex, for you.
be happy with your fairytale, like you always dream.
happy being 3rd party of others isn't that so?
they all know.
being crude is kindness isn't it?
all that we've ever shared was nothing.
what you shared today with another will turn into NOTHING one day.
happy fucking.
mood:? insane.
Thursday, December 30, 2010
Tuesday, December 28, 2010
記得
你记得今天是什么日子吗?
从小一起成长的岁月有多纯真, 有多珍贵
认识有一年, 我们是 - 普通朋友
相处了蒋经6年, 我们成了 - 最真心的伴侣
从始至今, 8年了.
时间将经快要1年半了, 我们成了最熟悉的陌生人
沉默...
很痛.
sometimes i wish we could be really the longest couple amongst friends, ever existed.
i wish i could crack up crabs for you to eat,
i wish i could peel the many prawns you like,
i wish those walks in those late nights never end,
i wish i could still pillion you on my bike and enjoy the night breeze,
i wish you could be there like you always do,
i wish i could pick you up, like how i always did. but with something called my own now.
sometimes i wish nothing, no one changes.
if you talk about speed, i'm speeding for you; to be faster in any progression that you ever wished i was.
sometimes songs are like encrypted with memories which you can never delete
你记得今天是什么日子吗?
从小一起成长的岁月有多纯真, 有多珍贵
认识有一年, 我们是 - 普通朋友
相处了蒋经6年, 我们成了 - 最真心的伴侣
从始至今, 8年了.
时间将经快要1年半了, 我们成了最熟悉的陌生人
沉默...
很痛.
sometimes i wish we could be really the longest couple amongst friends, ever existed.
i wish i could crack up crabs for you to eat,
i wish i could peel the many prawns you like,
i wish those walks in those late nights never end,
i wish i could still pillion you on my bike and enjoy the night breeze,
i wish you could be there like you always do,
i wish i could pick you up, like how i always did. but with something called my own now.
sometimes i wish nothing, no one changes.
if you talk about speed, i'm speeding for you; to be faster in any progression that you ever wished i was.
sometimes songs are like encrypted with memories which you can never delete
Saturday, December 25, 2010
last christmas.
i remember years ago, this was the song i gave.
i wonder today if you could recognise me?
sometimes, you wonder how long you will love somebody.
maybe, i stopped loving.
maybe, there are so much sentimental values and meaning towards this; that you keep reminscing it. because you know there's a history that you can never change; something which once felt so real, so true. someone you spent part of your life with, overcoming all the many differences/hurdles to become one.
last year i spent this time in Thailand; with sorrows filled in my heart, hoping i could find the way back home.
this year, it has been less sorrowful.
recently, the show 'breakout' though it has been quite fictitious. however, i guess it depicts the extremes of every individual character in reality.
maybe those who live in their own world, have a much simpler perceptions in life. perhaps, sometimes it does get quite complicated when you know memories haunt you day and night.
and maybe we do really have thoughts of ending our life one time or another; and we just carry on to see what life would bring us.
you don't reminsce anything don't you? it hadn't meant anything?
what have i done wrong? i wasn't any bastards who lied to you before.
once bitten and twice shy
i keep my distance but you still catch my eye
tell me baby do you recognise me?
well it's been a year, it doesn't surprise me
merry x'mas
i remember years ago, this was the song i gave.
i wonder today if you could recognise me?
sometimes, you wonder how long you will love somebody.
maybe, i stopped loving.
maybe, there are so much sentimental values and meaning towards this; that you keep reminscing it. because you know there's a history that you can never change; something which once felt so real, so true. someone you spent part of your life with, overcoming all the many differences/hurdles to become one.
last year i spent this time in Thailand; with sorrows filled in my heart, hoping i could find the way back home.
this year, it has been less sorrowful.
recently, the show 'breakout' though it has been quite fictitious. however, i guess it depicts the extremes of every individual character in reality.
maybe those who live in their own world, have a much simpler perceptions in life. perhaps, sometimes it does get quite complicated when you know memories haunt you day and night.
and maybe we do really have thoughts of ending our life one time or another; and we just carry on to see what life would bring us.
you don't reminsce anything don't you? it hadn't meant anything?
what have i done wrong? i wasn't any bastards who lied to you before.
once bitten and twice shy
i keep my distance but you still catch my eye
tell me baby do you recognise me?
well it's been a year, it doesn't surprise me
merry x'mas
Tuesday, December 21, 2010
6.10AM
I was holding onto you & you told me everything; to stop trying so hard, seeing me tired makes you ache, because you told me how much you do love me and you would walk with me despite anything.
Those familiar family members, told us to cherish each other.
my heart trembles with ache, breathing gets harder in reality.
on the verge of tears as I've seen myself.
the touch felt so real, so familiar.
my mobile rang, and I'm back.
I felt like shit, but I enjoyed the dream.
Ironic.
sometimes I wish I die in there and never wake up.
maybe one day, someday.
sometimes I feel like I've lost surrealness in reality.
sometimes I feel I've stopped making any sense.
sometimes I feel I've been suffering from split personality.
maybe, it has been so long.
it makes people crazy when it haunts you day & night.
someday, I would die remembering everything.
rest in peace, my love.
this song; for the perfect you, in that dream i had all about you.
maybe today, i would have proposed to you.
maybe all those perfect dreams we've built through time, will be realize.
if love could walk through time, this love would have been really beautiful.
I was holding onto you & you told me everything; to stop trying so hard, seeing me tired makes you ache, because you told me how much you do love me and you would walk with me despite anything.
Those familiar family members, told us to cherish each other.
my heart trembles with ache, breathing gets harder in reality.
on the verge of tears as I've seen myself.
the touch felt so real, so familiar.
my mobile rang, and I'm back.
I felt like shit, but I enjoyed the dream.
Ironic.
sometimes I wish I die in there and never wake up.
maybe one day, someday.
sometimes I feel like I've lost surrealness in reality.
sometimes I feel I've stopped making any sense.
sometimes I feel I've been suffering from split personality.
maybe, it has been so long.
it makes people crazy when it haunts you day & night.
someday, I would die remembering everything.
rest in peace, my love.
this song; for the perfect you, in that dream i had all about you.
maybe today, i would have proposed to you.
maybe all those perfect dreams we've built through time, will be realize.
if love could walk through time, this love would have been really beautiful.
Sunday, December 12, 2010
Sunday, December 05, 2010
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