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Wednesday, July 21, 2004

PRCS was colourful today. Everyone was in their traditional costumes including teachers. I find these a fun thing, even though it maybe troublesome. Female teachers were dressed beautifully while the Males, normal? Lolz.

I was the camera man for 4/8 today and I've got a great time with Hazwan's video camera. Actually, I like "video caming" things. I've got a great interest in it. Maybe after my O's, I'll buy a video camera and cam around Singapore.

The teachers' dance was a hilarious one. Especially when Mr Collin went up the stage. I dudn't expect him to do that! Lolz. I thought he's only funny in class and serious in front of school. We've got a great laugh. Mr Azhar and Miss blah blah (don't know hot to spell) was the best match. Sigh, didn't know married or unavailable teachers are still allow to flirt in school. Lolz. Anyway E.T was really "jin ta xi suan", chose Miss Khor to went up stage with him. I guess many male teachers and students who admire her beauty was really jealous (excluding me). Overall, it was indeed a very harmonious event I've never attended for Racial Harmony.

I'm quite pissed with YYH, my Literature CA this term was marked this way using my Literature file;

Quality of Work: 5/10

(I do not think I've handed in rubbish, my hand writing was not untidy, he took only a weekend to mark our file. In my file, all the questions in the worksheet have only got a tick by the side. It seems like a rush mark through to check that we've attempted all the questions)
 
Participation in Class: 5/10

(What is class discussion may I question YYH? During the going through of answers, he called for people for their answers and he always call for the ones he like to hear. Vividly, I can remember that he has only called for me 3 times over estimated 50 - 80 (plus) (minus) questions? So, how do I participate?)
 
Total: 10/20

What the F*ck?! People who scored 14.. 15.. 16.. 17.. blah blah blah or whatever marks be it lower or higher, I call this unfair treatment and showing of favoritism/bias-ness. Can I call him a B*tch? B*stard? Opps, I didn't scold him here, I've got the "*". It can be replace by any alphabet. He truly S*ck. Opps! I've never been so #@#$%#$ (I do not wish to put the word, if not my "*" will no longer be useful)

I mean, what is a good teacher and a good leader? Do you show favoritism & etc? You've got to be fair and look into everyone with your own eyes and not just treat him/her to what you feel about him/her. I despise leaders who often show favoritism or liking to one when they have yet to know that person. Once he show favoritism, the others no longer have the chance to prove themselves because he shut up the rest and do not wish to look at them. Even you've the knowledge or eat more rice than me, I'm sorry, you're still look down upon by me.

This is what I've learnt from Mr Collin. He always gie everyone a chance/opportunity to prove themselves. Therefore, I've always try to be very sensitive about this and I think that I've been fair as an USM before. Due to some CLT's favoritism, I didn't manage to go for the interview during Senior Specialist Course. Maybe I'll come back with a best cadet and set the first record in PRCS? Which means I defeat my seniors.

I mean, do you agree with what I've said? Hmmz..