79: 记得

tired. i had been drained out totally these few days, both physically & mentally.

i did my best to clinch my gold, despite the fact that i hadn't train for past 6 months, i was still able to run below 10. it was mind over body. though i was only seconds away from my goal, with some conditioning, i should be able to get it the next round. however, results are considered good.

work related issues are more or less resolved professionally. i'm glad. a planner will always seem unfair, people start getting skeptical with assumptions. but after tabulations, i guess i had done my job with much conscience.

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so just then, as i was searching for my stuff, i saw these 2 pieces of paper which i kept long ago. it was titled "T D-C".

time has been long, expectations grew further when the basics were satisfied, then everything became disappointments.

how do we relate dependency with loneliness? we're all independent people, yet we still paired up and depend on the support given by each another. we both had gave ourselves in different ways. as it was true, we've brought out the best in each other.

my ego has gone with time, with you; from the day i kneel down and told you how much you meant to me.

perhaps loving you wasn't sufficient.

don't ask yourself why we had chosen each other. because there isn't any reason when love happens. it has been a long vacation for us this time, a test of time for the love we shared.

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I know the journey we've walked wasn't easy. The tears we shared, the times we have. It's irreplaceable.

谁还记得爱情开始变化的时候
我和你的眼中 看见了不同的天空
走的太远 终于走到分岔路的路口
是不是你和我 要有两个相反的梦

谁还记得 是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话 是我们以后的伤口
过了太久 没人记得当初那些温柔



我依然记得
我和你手牵手 说要一起走到最后..