surge of anger.

i can't sleep.

hence, i'm here, to vent.

right now, i probably have this feeling of taken for granted.

i know it's not right to think that way, it'll probably be against you.

i shan't elaborate.

recall to your best memories.

so do you weigh love with reality (i.e. financial issues, family etc etc)?

today, you may have everything given to you.

you can be gracious.

but at the start, when you had NOTHING, who was there when you needed someone the most?

who was gracious then?

don't always say like i've done nothing, when you only remember/recall what's not done.

i may not be the best, no doubt i did gave my best in ways i could.

humans are forgetful, are we?

i hate this feeling.

you know?

spare a thought, be fair to me.



at the end of the day, your choice of who you wanna walk with till the end.

someone, somebody, be it health or wealth.

i'm so NOT the one. isn't it?

i'm SOOOO INCAPABLE in taking care of someone, somebody.

you see knife piercing through over and over?

it is.



God, you there?