Kuku Bird Day

Today is my birthday. I call it “kuku bird day” for the first time. I think this is the saddest birthday I ever had. It’s all spent at CPTC, isn’t it kuku? Anyway, thanks to my classmates, friends for the little surprise they gave for me. Though things were rush, but it couldn’t be help. So… how was it spent? After CPTC training, Dearest came to pick me up. I suppose she would be eating late dinner with me, but she has eaten. Again, we went to Bedok 18 and eat my fishball meepok. It’s 1st time spending my day at coffee shop though. Whatever it is, it doesn’t matter; it’s always the person you spend with. Anyway, tomorrow would also be my day! It’s my Chinese birthday. In Chinese, I’m 20 years old. Woot. Within a day, I’m 19… and 20 the next. Haha…

Thanks for the wishes. I appreciate that. I was shock that other course mates also wished me. Thanks thanks. I think I’m darn DAO lah? I guess always people have been waiting for me to say perhaps hi/signal to greet, but I always don’t. Rather, I smile. If they’ve seen it, I’ve greeted. To me is smile; to them, I don’t know if they think that is so? I just feel so PS later when perhaps or what if that person acted like doesn’t know you? But but… I think I’ve made several people PS several times too.

19 years of my life… Hmmm… How great? I treasure the time spend with anyone I suppose; especially my love ones? Every obstacle that comes by doesn’t pull me down… Even if so… I wouldn’t allow the Earth to continue spinning w/o me moving. Once fall, rub yourself for a moment and move on further! “Life isn’t hard… Sometimes it’s just ain’t so fair…” quoted from KT. I’ve been keeping all these thoughts on mind… Life would be better ahead…

Aiks… What are friends and what are brothers? Some brothers might no longer be my brothers over time… Some friends have perhaps forgotten me… These are only friends I’ve left… So… they would just be passer-bys in life? I hope not. I do treasure and that don’t treat me for granted.

Dearest is still the one, always by my side… 4 years… I do cherish you all right? All the obstacles that we’ve came by, they ain’t easy. Lots of love…

So much random/sad/lame thoughts on the birth of my day…