small small world.
so yesterday, lying on the resuscitation bed was my old friend's BF. seen him probably months back in this unit, but i couldn't be bothered to say hi. i mean, people probably doesn't know me.
and probably this was my first time being a medic, seeing a man screaming in pain, tears in his eyes. these are a special breed of people, i do not know for some reasons, they decided to join, and undergo the selection.
whatever selection it is, it's highly confidential.
so i'm saving my butt.
panting half naked after a basketball match, i went in like "oh!" it's him in my mind.
doc wasn't around.
my man were all panicking from his screams. =.=
& so i've got to be in total control of situation.
and i kept telling myself that in my mind.
in my mind i was snapping fingers and asking myself what's next to instruct them each split secs.
today, i'm confident again just like what i use to be, to be calm and cool with situation & perform under stress.
i was even standing half naked out there, explaining the various rational calmly to 2 crabs with just 3 strips.
maybe it's a blessing in disguise or it's fated that god wants me to learn these characteristics through this vocation.
because in the past, i get "gan chiong" easily, and more often than not, my brains get stuck and i probably screw up exam papers/pissed people off.
i'm able to give clear and precise instructions to my man, telling each individual what to do and get things done ASAP in a chaotic situation where everyone crowd around doing probably 1-2 things, trying to help one another.
so in such a situation, i introduced myself: eh, you're XXX's BF, ok, chill & relax, i'm her ex school mate. (while putting on BP cuff on his hands).
saved his life? nope. WE have stabilized him then.
people here are asking me to join them and as the special breed, and not just the normal breed in this unit. =.=
sadly, i'm color blind. =D
if it was the younger him, he probably would. Because he's was harsher and will do for the sake of adventures.
Now, i'm more rational with reality in place.
Seems like SIM-biz is the next IN thing.
Singapore is so gonna be filled with SIM-biz students, like a next Diploma equivalent cert.
Pay is not gonna raise very much nor high, because it has became a norm.
Applications are gonna be open for the various Uni.
Time to get busy and update my dusty resume.
And I'm so gonna ask those Doctors I know to write me GOOD testimonials.
NUS - B.Tech (Part-Time)
NUS - Biz
NTU - Biz
SMU - Biz? AGAIN?
PSB - Chem?!
UQ - Chem Eng
Melbourne - Biz???
This cage is so gonna open after 6 months.
A BIG leap then.
Biz is too norm.
And I guess I would leave here.
To forget?
Or will you come with me then?
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I knew it will come.
I predicted it.
I told you.
Yet, I couldn't stop time.
After a hard time in my TENTATIVE career the past months,
I love my job now.
I save, I plan, I lead.
Ensure success for everything I fight for.
I'm not normal and doesn't belong to norm stream.
I don't listen to what others says.
I don't follow what they told me.
I've my thinking, I follow my heart & brain.
I know what's worth and what's not, and not determined by what they say.
An all rounder is a Special Breed in his ways.
