Oh, enough of the day. The back of my neck and head was so painful. I could feel a stone rolling inside and squeezing out the brain juices, smothering the skull. Especially during MEB, it was crazy. I’m seriously lack of sleep. Arghz.

CCN Day review:

I would say it was successful; however there are rooms for improvements. Quality management was well controlled. Quantity wasn’t that right. Better accounts should have been up. Advertising was done quite badly I guess, decorations wasn’t enough. Our stall was distinctive with the rose I think. Luckily with the side orders, we made a mark to stand out a little more than the rest.

Needless to say, most of the guys were quite lazy especially during the pre-event period and that was why. The class is seriously lack of artistic people and hardworking ladies. Those who had done a lot for the event, your effort is recognized. Hard work has been paid off.

Even though profit wasn’t as much, consumers were glad with our packaging. First of all, they like the way they’re pack; the plastic container especially. They feel clean with the food. Packaging was praised by a few lectures to be creative. If much more time or whatever factors, we can actually make the chocolate adhere on the marshmallows and strawberries better in looks.

I find there’s a market for it. If a shop were to be open, we’ll be like bread talk. However, it’ll be chocolate talk or temptation paradise? But it won’t last long in the market. It’ll be like Bubble Tea. However, we can franchise for a period of time and later disfranchise after the hot period. Isn’t that cool? We can work on it?

Watched channel U’s “You Hua Jiu Shuo”. It’s sort of a debate between the adults and teenagers, I would say, the teenagers talking there are quite immature; seriously very self-centered. However, there are some who spoke fairly well. There’s no kind of put your self in your parent’s shoe kind of thing. However, teenagers will know how to tell them, put yourself in our shoe. Yup, I agree. However, it has to be vice-versa kind of thing. Society changed; therefore parents have to feel for their children too. Childhood life varies with the type of society that you’re in.

To break down the communication barrier, I would say, be frank with everything. Everything that happens for a reason in life is just part of it. Be it, having a girlfriend, I blah blah or whatever dirty stuff; it’s no shame. When you don’t hide, you’ve no fear. I’m frank with my family. I’ve got no problems communicating with my parents. Sometimes, just initiate the policy. It’ll be better. However if it fails, change it and move on.

Parents have enough responsibilities. It’s not easy. How much responsibility do we have? They’ve to work and worry for the money and bills and your spending for your every happy hour with your friends!

I wonder how my kids will turn out in future. I wonder.

Ok, finished my late dinner and protein shake. Aches here and there, mentally tied too. 5 hours of lectures marathon. I was almost knocked out during MEB lecture. It’s my weakest subject. Lecturer Tay was talking and talking, but I didn’t know what he was trying to say when he tried to start the ball rolling on STEAM. Till the part on saturated vapor/liquid and superheated steam, I was awake. I really tried my very best to stay awake, but my eyes were heavy.

Tomorrow will be CCN Day, I hope thing will turn out well. I hope I won’t be there finding mosquito to slap.

Today’s DB did lots of weights. Arghz. I find my muscles not getting much stronger. Sometimes it’s strong, sometimes not. Does it have enough rest? He can’t answer me. Alamakz, how lame am I talking right here.

The idea of quitting DB has been thought a few days. I’ve been forcing myself to turn up for training. First worry is my MEB, studies. Just imagine so much of endurance training. The next day, you’ll have to wake up early. In the LT, can focus? Use mental endurance again? It has been almost all used up the previous day le. The lack of focus results in failure. If talk about time management, maybe it wasn’t well plan.

Well, many people use blog as a way to express their view and venting their anger. Why not just vent straight and tell him/her off? What goes around comes around. Yes, true. However, if the person is very thick skin and over-confident sort (Guai Lan), set a last straw in you for his/her. Let’s not tell him/her off straight. To put situation in a better way, “suan” back?

The world is cruel. No one gives face to any other. However, do not hurt that people if he/she doesn’t harm you. If his/her attitude is “infectious” and dislike, be frank. There’s nothing wrong being frank. You’re just honest enough to make him/her realize the fact.

Heard self praise from G; sell-able face. Dots. No comments for that. Not acceptable to me as last straw was burnt. Self praise was done quite a number of times to what I observe. I would be frank here. She thinks highly of herself; pretty and smart. However, when failures are met, it’s just brush off; irrational and not analytical enough. Self-centered. She is a dominating leader who is after one’s interest. Come on, read this. Realize the fact. She’s a cannon at times too. There was once… ahuh… enough. I’ve got evidence yea? I do not bullshit and criticize without thinking.

What’s wrong with me today? Yes, this is venting; learnt it. I knew what I’ve type. Reader: “you like people talk bad about you meh?” Blah blah… Yes. Put it in a constructive way and I’ll try to improve. It’s to be a better person. Are my criticisms constructive enough? Maybe. If it’s not, post it. Give me comments. PM me if really need, my email is on shown in this blog.

Anyway, just a passing comment. I think I'm a little not right. However, I'm leaving it as it is. Good Night.