last christmas.

i remember years ago, this was the song i gave.

i wonder today if you could recognise me?

sometimes, you wonder how long you will love somebody.

maybe, i stopped loving.

maybe, there are so much sentimental values and meaning towards this; that you keep reminscing it. because you know there's a history that you can never change; something which once felt so real, so true. someone you spent part of your life with, overcoming all the many differences/hurdles to become one.

last year i spent this time in Thailand; with sorrows filled in my heart, hoping i could find the way back home.

this year, it has been less sorrowful.

recently, the show 'breakout' though it has been quite fictitious. however, i guess it depicts the extremes of every individual character in reality.

maybe those who live in their own world, have a much simpler perceptions in life. perhaps, sometimes it does get quite complicated when you know memories haunt you day and night.

and maybe we do really have thoughts of ending our life one time or another; and we just carry on to see what life would bring us.

you don't reminsce anything don't you? it hadn't meant anything?

what have i done wrong? i wasn't any bastards who lied to you before.



once bitten and twice shy
i keep my distance but you still catch my eye
tell me baby do you recognise me?
well it's been a year, it doesn't surprise me

merry x'mas