这是一本抽屉乏黄的日记.. 让我(们)的歌带你走过岁月..







Sunday, July 15, 2007

Series of UPs & DOWNs.

Somehow life hasn't been so good these days. Seems like this period of my life is a series of downfall and failures. Happenings these weeks...

Sadly, I didn't get the electives I wantg although R actually helped me to register on the day itself. My itchy handness did a re-login and somehow my selection timing was reset. Emailed OSP, LTK, TPN and ZS; but yet I still didn't get my reply. LTK only said that ZS will check and get back to me... Still I'm waiting..

Secondly, I failed my TP. Yes. FAILED. Shock? I'm just bloody 'suay'. For ciruit component, I was perfect. No demerit points. On the way out, I had a bloody motorbike learner coming into the lane which I was about to switch (still in the circuit) and when I was about to check my blindspot and to brake, the Tester did a E brake for me. I knew it's all over. It's immediate failure. Still, he allowed me to go on the road and evaluate me. Over at a junction, it was green light so I go. However, a stupid Nissan Car cut into my lane in the admist of the junction. WTF. Then he switched back as he sees the Chevron marking, resulting in a very intimate situation between cars. Fcuk. I did my brake before the Chevron and waited for opportunity behind the chevron to switch lane. He said that I had slow reaction, gave me 10 demerit points. At least for that, I was a safe driver? What kind of fast reaction can you expect with cars all packed?

Due to driving lessons and etc, now my work just all piled up. So much of analysis and interpretating of results I just learnt from my Senior. Zzz.

Lucky next week Supervisior is taking a few days off as his wife is going to due soon. Hopefully can don't go work when my experiment has to be run for like 1/2 days..

"Life isn't difficult, sometimes it's just not so fair. Life would be better ahead. No matter how tough life is, it just can't be compared to those who are experiencing worst. God is fair; when you have one thing, you lose the other. Contentment is the key to work towards success."

"Setbacks are meant to be set on your back, to allow you to put them on the path you're walking towards to - Success."

I've picked myself up. Thanks Darling.

"Nothing is more beautiful than the Love that has weathered through the storms of Life."

Orh.. Sometimes I feel man are so egoistic. All they cared is their face. If face is important, then I guess character is more important. Humble is seriously a virtue. The more ego you are, the uglier you are, no matter how much you try to save your face. Bring maturity to higher level please? Thanks.