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Tuesday, February 09, 2010

leaping.

darn. i've got to conduct medical "lecture" tomorrow, as corrected by S while talking to her.

thanks thanks. thank you for being there, giving me support, hearing me.

i really appreciate. =)

just realized i'm conducting for 256 recruits,which is more than my course of 120 people in chem eng.

i was still happily preparing my lesson plan and notes for the 256 of them (mass production) which i think it had never happened before.

kinda get my palms sweaty already at the thought of it.

GODDDDDDDD... so long never do such a thing.

seems like the whole training institute is recognizing me as the senior medic. hopefully, this way, i could get & fight for m,y promotion. my resume will look nicer as well.

recent indent was quite screwed as information wasn't passed down to me.

everyone is begging for my cooperation literally. because i don't accept last minute indent. my man will suffer & me as well... so i don't really like to entertain them.

high key till end of march. x.x

got a no. of personal thanks and appreciation from the instructors/officers today.

feels good.

anyway, got permission that i can whack them at the MPH tomorrow.

anyway, got to hear a bad news about one of my buddy.

sad.

shan't elaborate. but the issue is being unfaithful, not the BGR kind.

sometimes i do wonder if people do value the ones whom they actually had spent most of their time or part of their life with somebody or a family. whereby, he/she could actually standby you, be it the good or bad times together with the family.

or has that been taken for granted?

still looking the that initial rush of "in love" hormones which you would like to feel? if one never understand the evolution of a long term r/s, then i guess every r/s will never seem to work out. then, the love which you probably ended up with, is by chance, timing where it's time to get married, divorce probably happen 20 years later as well.

true love is where when you're so old and wrinkled, you still want to hold her hands.

"living together is like best friends" & only till the last breathe, she is then considered your wife who has walked the journey with you.

true isn't it? because in between, you may just get divorce as well.

no wonder some people have flings and etc.

isn't that a way to cheapen their self proclaim values of love?

yeah, say that i'm conservative.

i'm not liberal.

value & appreciate, time & people.
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