Life, Death & Love
most people will always think that my post is long. however, most of them always end up reading till the end.
interesting? or just out of curiosity?
an exciting day. worse case i've ever came across ever since i have been a medic specialist for the past 1 year.
fits was scary when i first saw it at airbase when i first became a medic.
heat cramps/exhaustion wasn't so much of fear then, despite the screaming in the resuscitation room aka emergency room.
today was a asthmatic patient, yet i was calm as well. but i regard it as the most interesting case just as i'm gonna ORD.
he collapsed and found by others.
upper and lower limbs were all cramped up due to the lack of oxygen going into his brains and the other parts of the body.
lungs looks really tight like vacuumed.
1 crab, 2 crabs and 3 crabs were all in the resuscitation room helping/looking.
you wonder why.
it's the organisation's day and they had a parade. the guy was a ad-hoc man who was out of course due to his medical condition. he didn't had any physical activities, yet his attack came just by purely walking down the stairway and found by big shots.
we seriously work like as if we were in the hospital emergency room.
i followed to the hospital, doc was at the back with one of my colleague.
sirens were on, and we really rush as fast as we could.
i even cut myself. =(
he was gasping for air, like earth was depleting of oxygen.
i guess i could feel that kinda anxiety and struggle, totally.
he came from a well off family and i shan't further talk about the background.
but his parents weren't panick at all, to my surprise (to rush down to pay him a visit).
"it wasn't the first time. there were many times and they were use to it. they need to work."
then i thought, "so what if this is the last time? what's next? cry?"
work over kinship or what?
taken for granted.
we'll never know when is our last day, our last time we could do something and leave this world without regrets.
today, have you not done something that you should?
saying sorry to the ones you love?
doing what you could have done to make things better or the world a better place?
today, 'we' saved one life.
i know, it's a fulfillment and an experience no one can ever feel.
i've never regretted what god has given me today, to be a medic. i know clearly what to do if anything happens. the 'panick' me has long gone.
life as it is, but we must do our best.
in his eyes, i could feel that gratefulness, the care & concern and love we've shown.
i suppose we'll always say, "never take life too seriously, or you'll never live out of it."
but i guess all of us were wrong.
it's meant to be serious business, making full use of what you have today and not taking every little things that has always been there, for granted.
be contented.
cherish what god gave you.
love is simple and so is romance.
money can only buy what you use and wear today.
it's the heart that you gave, the commitment and effort you want to put into.
never let go of the ones we love and love us the most.
it'll always be our lost, for not knowing how to appreciate.
well, BB saw me at CGH. she still could recognise me. it's really nice to see them working at hospitals.
S saw me at the resuscitation room while i was trying to get information, she just stoned and look at me for a few seconds, till her colleague nudged her.
i couldn't remember her name, and i didn't wanna recognise her at that point of time where her mask is on and i can't remember her name at the same time. but well, sadly she was too busy for me to try to say 'sorry, but do you recongise me?' but i knew she did lah, so i was kinda ps. Zzz.
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Casual.
i've got lotsa things i wanna do and buy.
- prepare for admission test
- job hunting
- japanese/french lessons
- surgery (considering)
- iphone 4
- lasik (to be referred by my doctor)??
- teeth whitening?
- panasonic GF1 camera/ video cam (feels damn good about it)
- soft rebonding for my hair
- japan/nz/aus backpacking trip??? well, my doc did it with his friends at NZ for 1 mth, work and play. sounds good but khakis dependent.
- LV wallet from Espanol (to be brought by RP)
- bags bags and more bags
- watch watch and more watches
i doubt my invesments profits are sufficient to fund me for all these. but at least half of them i suppose? hopefully by then, salary will fund up the rest and other lobangs. to be completed within the next 1 year and trips gonna depend on schedules and etc. =.=
but will definitely head to aust next year to find a friend of mine.
well, over at jap i've got a childhood friend over there as well.
shall see what i can do.
well, that's life on a lighter note.
July is here to come, time to donate BLOOD!!!
