Love Language

came across K's blog,

"it's the beginning that is always the hardest."

saw this vid sharing over at our social network, but decided to share it here instead.



love can be simple isn't it?

they do not require fanciful dinning, ambience, no fanciful presents.

in their eyes, there's only the beauty of the other.

5am

i woke up to my senses, feeling the reality of the world at this time.

my heart raced, carrying that ache deep inside.

it felt like it was dug out from within.

then i know, it was just a dream.

YOU.

these dreams are way beyond my control, frequency ranging from twice to thrice the past 1 year.

sometimes i wish it didn't happened, then those dreams won't keep haunting me.

sometimes when you wish you could control everything, you just couldn't.



i've never thought i'll believe and have so much faith in what love is till that day:-

i remember what you wore on that day.

i remember the silly things that happened, that we both laughed; to realize the wet grass had make our bottoms wet.

i remember how much you didn't wanna hold my hand.

i remember the first time, both of us; trying to flew a kite.

i remember all the pictures, with funny faces we took round the world.

i remember how much i missed you on your birthday; that i couldn't have spend a better time with you, but only to borrow mobile from my sergeant and to asked my whole platoon mates to sing you - a birthday song.

i remember how happy you were; to received 21 roses, with a card sweetly written.

i'll always remember the day; i told you how much i love you, how much i told you to remember the many moments, remember - my love.

true love supersedes everything.

there'll only be forgive and remember - someday.

they say; forgive and forget are self-denial to move on, without true happiness.




with this,

i ended this entry with tears trickled.



(let me be, entries recorded are shitty days.)

10 Years of Love.

It's definitely sweet to see couples getting married after dating for 10 long years.

Since they were secondary schoolmates, they were there for one another.. be it the good and bad, for 10 long years. Sweet?

It is, definitely.

How beautiful is love when it could be tested through time.

"if you realized no one is there for you one day, remember how deeply i once loved you." interesting quote?

haa, i wonder how many people will realize this.

i will never forget the days when you:-
smile when we washed the car
smile when i am folding stars for you
smile when you were a pillion on my bike
smile when we're simply holding our hands
smile when we walked through the endless roads
smile when we squatted down, sweating, just to get your car painted by marker

it will always be the sweat, we dripped that i'll remember.

they were once so real, so innocent, soo honest.

i just couldn't find that feeling.

- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

a few more weeks and i'll achieve what i could.

where are you, to share my joy and success?

it has been a long 1 year 3 months.

fugly world.

it's sad to see how betrayal happens in the night. they got bf, they got gf; so what to them? so, what is the purpose and value of a r/s in the world we're in today?

lies.

nothing or no r/s you have has that great value for you to cherish.

there seems like nothing which you can connect your soul fully to, to trust whole heartedly. for that moment if it seems like a fairytale, then please wake up. they are lies which blinded you at the start.

it's sad to see all the break ups happening over in FB. well, don't be sad. people change, they come and go. no one reminsce anything. they always put the word, "move on" at the top of the mind, at the tip of the mouth.

the world has made us so superfical to the point we no longer understand the word 'cherish' and we all give up easily. the real meaning of a r/s is then lost, over time.

sometimes i wish you will be there like what you use to be, supporting my soul. today, who am i?

water retention

for those who feels they may need to lose fats, please remember; it could be water retention.

they usually accumulate on cheeks (don't think of it as face fats), legs, tight.

reasons being: late nights, stress, too much salt intake (rubbish which you may ate), alcohol which probably malfunctioning your kidney to 'sort out' the salt levels in your body, irregular meals which causes irregular hormones.

whatever it is, you can google it.

take care.