denial & change.

people change. because of pain/stress/hurt/environment they change.

reality force changes

change us

they forgot themselves

they start to live in denial

they start to deny their needs

then we start lying to ourselves

and everyone around us

they stopped communicating with their heart

losing humanity to ourselves

they forgot how they use to be

they forgot what they wanted

they do not understand r/s

nor do they bother to find out and understand

everyone start losing track

they start living virtually in reality

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people do not appreciate your honesty

even the ones you love

values, beliefs which i had faith in

are against what i observed

somethings can never be replace no matter how hard you try to



hope they stop smoking

god bless you with good health





read some of the posts in 2007.

everything seems so beautiful back then.