这是一本抽屉乏黄的日记.. 让我(们)的歌带你走过岁月..







Thursday, February 17, 2011

wake up.

remember that very day, i woke up and to realize that everything in this world today changed.

one of my blood brother got ditched. he poured his sorrows to me, 7 months.

i fully feel how he feels.

i had a r/s for almost 6 years, spending most of my time with the family.

the one who probably ditched you ain't just about it that's all.

i know i'm repeating myself, but yeah. it was those kinship, the love that were all built over the many years, through time.

what causes the change?

today, i'm moving forward; 2 x times the speed, the one probably you're with today.

maybe if you could have waited, everything would turn out right?

maybe, maybe not.

timing, is love about timing? or faith? or perseverance?

i was talking to Ms T;

about all those pillow fights..

those wrestling on bed in the early morning..

i talked to A, my depressed fella and he mentioned;

those paths.. those many first time.. those places..

7 years of r/s be it couple, be it as friends..

snapped.. and they were gone..

1 and a half years of perfect stranger.

define pity?

you've died, some years back - changed.

2 years back was when i finished my BSLC at Pasir Lebar 14th Feb 2009; v'Day, and we were at airport. remember? i gave you my red crystal heart.

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Anonymous said...

I was a passersby searching some songs and happen to see your blog. Hhmm... Glad you move on with 2 x the speed. Envy you to have a 6 yrs r/s. But mine 1yrs plus was also being ditch by him recently without proper reason.

Dont think too much and just look forward for new destination :)